Tamso Ma Jyotirgamay

I am centuries old.... I was there when Ram came, I was there when Krishna was there... Meera, Kabir, Christ, Muhamad, Budha..... I saw them all.... And yet I escaped from their charm.... continued in the world of my own, my family... When the sweet glare of Ram wanted to touch my heart, I closed my eyes and also closed the path to my heart.... When the melodious voice of Krishna reached my ears, I was busy listening to the jingle of coins.... When Meera was dancing on the streets, I was sleeping contently in my bed.... Christ came to wake me up, but even his sacrifice on cross did not moved me.... The sword of Muhamad could not cut the veils of my dream.... Yes I missed them all... And today I am filled with the agony, the pain.... You have been very lenient with me.... But today I want you to force open my eyes... Shout deep in my ears.... Take off all the luxury and fill me with the pain, the desire of your love... Let me not 'Miss' you in this life....  

Empathy is the ability of a person to be able to feel others persons pain, hurt, emotions etc. I guess growth of empathy is a natural outcome of growing healing powers. Being a practicing healer, I have developed strong empathy for others emotions, so much so that sometimes it becomes difficult to remain calm. Their anger, their frustration, their scheming plots, and all the evil thoughts going on in others mind were affecting me, I was feeling every inch of it. This had been affecting my emotional well being. And in the profession I am, it was becoming detrimental. So today I decided to protect myself from the emotional outbreaks of others. I asked for the guidance, and I was guided to use rose quartz. The effect was wonderful. In the first morning class, the students were same, but I did not for once felt frustration and anger. Then in the meeting, despite the presence of same hyperactive Principal, my emotional state was calm, and it was possible for me to tell her to move fo...

This is a theory many people in world give to explain, the presence of God. For them there are some aliens, out there in sky, with more mental powers, better technology... whom we think of as God!!! Is it true? My only question is that if some alien.... some being,  no matter how powerful, no matter how technologically advanced is out there.... He must have taken birth.... and any one who takes birth will die.... If we can pin point to one being as God, then we leave everything else as being Un-God!!! I am not ready to believe this.... I have felt the God in me....  I have felt the God in the blooming of flowers..... I have felt the God in the laughter with friends.... I have felt the God in the eyes of my lover.... For me the God is there everywhere, there is not a thing without God....  The aliens may be there, may not be there.... But God Is.....

Rei means Universal Ki means Life force energy... we all know that.... So what is reiki? A healing modality? A way of life? A way to fullfill our dreams desires? A solution to all our problems...? Reiki is a divine energy, coming directly from the divine source.... We can be a medium and make ourselves available so that it flows through us, and touch others.... The more flute like, egoless, ME less, we are the more beautiful is the song that reiki will play through us.. Reiki has an intelligence of its own... It knows what needs to be done for our highest good.... So while we can request it to heal the disease, to solve a problem, to fulfill our desire.... It will do what is excatly right for us....

There are only two ways to live life..... Either Leave everything on him.... whatever happens accept fully... with gratitude, with love.... Or Take everything in your hand... nothing is left to chance... Whatever happens I am responsible... There is no one else to blame... If we live either way we are leading a spirtual life.... The real Life... The tragedy is we are not either completely... We leave some on him and take some in our hand.... And this is the cause Of all misery... All ignorance... All pain...

Healing is a multidimensional word..... When my body is healthy... When my mind is in peace.... When my heart is filled with love... And when my soul rejoices in "THE" moment.... Then I am healthy, then I am healed...

The whole life we are told about karma--- good karma .... bad karma.... and that with each karma there is a cost attached... Yesterday night I saw, that whole world had died.... And we are all in front of GOD..... Some waiting anxiously to be rewarded for their good karma... And others fearing the wrath of God, for all that they had done... And still others, totally unsure... I saw there, the Shankracharyas, religious leaders, maulavis, priests, seeing many with pitiful eyes, and egostic head... As if saying told you-- "दान दो, उपवास रखो, नहीं सुनी तो अब मजा चखो , हम तो स्वर्ग जायेगे, तुम सड़ना नरक में" And then came God.... And he said my dear children.... come in my kingdom... the door to my house is open for you all..... And he opened gates of heaven for all, murderers, thiefes, lawyers (liars) , for all there.... And the expression on everyone faces.... Oh it was funny.... Laughed for half an hour after waking up...

All efforts are the efforts of Ego.... Leave all efforts.... Effort to prove that you are correct... Effort to make something happen..... Let the nature play completely.. Stop being an obstacle to it... And when you stop, when you are no more.... Then comes the SPRING inside you.... And fragrance of the flowers SPREAD.......

For past few days, I have been healing an old and pious Lady. She is very old, and is having lot of physical pain and suffering. The first day I sent her healing, I felt an aura filled with peace around her, it was so beautiful, so serene, that my head automatically bowed to her. Today as I started giving her healing, I prayed to God, "Please remove her suffering" A voice came back, "It is her own choice, you want me to take her freedom" I shot back, "How can a person himself choose so much suffering?" It replied, "Why do you think Jesus choose so much suffering?" " Life itself is full of suffering, so should I take away everyone's life" I defended, "No, I dont mean that, the suffering in life are there to teach us something, they help us Grow" It said, "A person with deep understanding, can choose himself to suffer for some higher goal..... you may not understand it today, but will one day" I have no more words...

It was early morning. Sun had just came out from its black blanket.  I lied down after giving self Lama Fera healing. My eyes were closed. And then it happened. I could see the things in my room while my eyes were closed. Very clearly there was the fridge on my left and empty space on my right. I knew this was the moment..... Last time in similar situation I had tried to move myself up outside the body, and had to put effort to raise myself up from abdomen part. So this time I just nudged myself to right in the empty space. And wow I was out without effort. Tried to move myself up and down the room..... Little explorations outside and then thought of my birthplace..... I reached there as if crossing a black river, but could not stay there at all, was instantly brought back in body.  And then there was a film projection in front of me showing something happening.... could not recall most of it execpt that there was a mention of some Earthquake about to happen......

Prampara, custom, tradition and the people responsible to carry them : The humanity owes a lot to them Though they have played always a negative role in the way of Dharma, yet it is due to them that the seed of wisdom is carried on from one generation to other.... Whenever an Enlightened ones come, they oppose him, but once he is dead, they are the ones who carry their legacy.... Obviously unknowingly.... and definitely to most they preach that seed of wisdom is not visible.... But when the one with fertile heart comes, the seed always sprouts to a big tree :)

A Guru has taken birth....