Tamso Ma Jyotirgamay

Master, Teacher, Guru, they are all very respected words, and person who come to this position is very respected as well.... Before I continue further, It is important to know the difference: Who is a teacher? A teacher is one who teaches us things we need to learn to make a living in this world. The teacher who teaches us to write our name, read the first book, teaches us the mystery of science, the politics of world, or just vocation that can help us earn.... Who is a Master? A master is one who teaches us things which take us a little beyond this world, he teaches us not just something to earn in materialistic world, but also something  which gives us the glimpse that there is more than that meet eyes. Master teaches me to meditate, do yoga, he teaches me healing... Who is a Guru?   ... I can be a teacher. I learned many subjects, many techniques and I teach them to all who want to learn.. I can be the Master, I can teach meditation, divination, heali...

There are people who say without Guru there is no salvation....  When I meet a Guru... I surrender to him completely... What he asks me to do may look stupid, foolish, or even wrong, but I continue.... He thrashes me, cuts my ego into pieces many times, he kneads me, burns all my karma's ... till I am ready to enter the God's garden.....   And there are those who say t he whole existence is my Guru... I learn from every event that has happened in my life. And I am grateful to all that has happened, because out of all that learning I have arrived...  I learn from the plants, the trees, the wind...I learn from the stars, the sun, the wind.... I learn from the new born child, the children playing in ground, In learn from the old gentleman sitting on the bench in the garden... I learn from the storms, the killings, the war... And then there are those who do not have heart to surrender to one Guru, and are neither have the courage to bow ...

Confusion is a state of mind, when it is no longer able to decide what to do, it is confused... Confusion in our materialistic world is harmful.... But due to complex nature of world around us, it is unavoidable. Only someone very much grounded/stable can handle all of them competently.... Confusion in our relationships is even more harmful, and unlike confusion present at workplace, these are our own doing..... We create these confusions, by not acting honestly with people who matter.... We create them by hiding things... We create them by lying.... Confusion in the spiritual world (I prefer to call it inner world) can be useful.... There comes a stage due to these confusion created either by circumstances or our own wrong doings, when we completely surrender... Tell God there is nothing more I can do... You please take care.... I leave everything to you.... Then the same confusions can show us, give us the glimpse of something that exist beyond what our eyes can see...ou...

Few months back chrysanthemum stone came to me... A double center and very beautiful transparent petals.. The moment it was in my hand... I knew it will guide me to my relevant past life... And just the second night, while meditating, a knowledge from past was revealed... In one of my past lives, I was working with the aspect of negative energies.... I used to heal people but using the not so good means of energy.... My intention was good, but my means were not good.... And so to fulfill that good intention, in this life I was introduced to positive energy healing concepts in this lifetime....

प्रभु मैं तुम्हारे पैरों की बेडी ना बनूँ .... ना पूंछु ऐसा क्यों और वैसा क्यों नहीं.....           प्रभु मैं तुम्हारे कंधो का बोझ ना बनूँ ..... तुम जितनी ऊँची चाहे उड़ान भरो.. प्रभु मैं तो बस तुम्हारी छाया बन जायुं... तुम जहाँ ले चलो बस वहीँ चलूँ.... Translation: My love, my god, make me not your bondage....     Let me never question you, why you did this to me, and why this not.... My love, my god, make me not a burden of your shoulders....     Let me never be an obstacle in your flight.... My love, my god, make me your shadow...     So that I go where ever you take me....             with no question, no doubt, no fear.....

Few months back I got up from my bed, went to the bathroom to refresh.... there seeing myself in mirror a part of me told me it is a dream, you are not awake, you are dreaming that you are awake.... I tried to force myself to get awake... I was awake, following the morning ritual I started for bathroom, but in way I knew this too is a dream.... This continued for one more time... Finally I was awake...    This sort of dreams are called False awakening ,  beside many things the fact that the person is more aware makes them happen ..... This incident put me into a very different state of mind... How do I know that this is not a dream?.   Since this sort of incident happened second time in my life I wanted to know if there is some significance.....I asked for guidance....   My inner self replied why do you want to be sure that you are not dreaming..... How does it matter if this too is a dream..... I started seeing everything around me as i...

I am centuries old.... I was there when Ram came, I was there when Krishna was there... Meera, Kabir, Christ, Muhamad, Budha..... I saw them all.... And yet I escaped from their charm.... continued in the world of my own, my family... When the sweet glare of Ram wanted to touch my heart, I closed my eyes and also closed the path to my heart.... When the melodious voice of Krishna reached my ears, I was busy listening to the jingle of coins.... When Meera was dancing on the streets, I was sleeping contently in my bed.... Christ came to wake me up, but even his sacrifice on cross did not moved me.... The sword of Muhamad could not cut the veils of my dream.... Yes I missed them all... And today I am filled with the agony, the pain.... You have been very lenient with me.... But today I want you to force open my eyes... Shout deep in my ears.... Take off all the luxury and fill me with the pain, the desire of your love... Let me not 'Miss' you in this life....